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i just got a $60 parking ticket. fuck driving in san francisco and double fuck parking there.
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[20 Jun 2006|06:15pm] |
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why is it that all i want to do anymore is sleep
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| Cry, the Beloved Country by Alan Paton |
[06 Jun 2006|10:51pm] |
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Who knows why we live, and struggle, and die? Wise men write many books, in words too hard to understand. But this, the purpose of our lives, the end of all our struggle, is beyond all human wisdom.
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[06 Jun 2006|10:35pm] |
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i blinked my eyes and two years have passed. moments here and there feel the same as they did in that heart stopping moment. according to studies it'll be quite a bit longer that this remains. i dont much mind because the pain makes me stronger and proves the love that still exists.
not much else to say. today is 666 and that's weird.
ps. today a lady came in today who reminded me a LOT of Luke's mom. it was eery.
<3
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[28 May 2006|11:53am] |
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clancy left for pheonix this morning. hopefully he wont be gone too long. i'm not looking forward to sleeping alone.
today is luke's birthday so i talked to some folks back home who mean a lot to me. wish i could be there. two years ago seems like just yesterday.
tonight i close at work and monday i open. horray for that. (not).
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[29 Apr 2006|12:46pm] |
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[18 Apr 2006|05:33pm] |
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the sun finally came out after a month and a half of rain. thank god.
i'm feeling better with the weather which is great because i was feeling quite depressed. it kinda makes me sad that i wont be able to spend my birthday with all my friends and family. tomorrow i may have a couple friends from work over to hang out.
i've been trying to exercise more to relieve some stress and get my ass back in shape (by ass i mean entire body). i had a really good conversation with my parents today while i was on my break. they sent me a really sweet birthday card but no money or anything which sorta bummed me out since this is the first time that's ever happened. i just consider my present the money my mom has sent since i've been out here. thank god for that too. :)
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[08 Apr 2006|12:15am] |
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so i just saw The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe and completely loved it. i'm going to read the series once i finish 1984 which should be this week.
it kickstarted my creativity which i've been desperately needing. i seriously need to finish sean's painting so i can get a little extra bling.
tonight has been pretty nice. and the best thing: i dont have to get up at 630 tomorrow morning for work. i love sleep.
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| i hardly ever update |
[27 Mar 2006|12:51pm] |
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i had a killer time with Caitlin while she was here. i also got to learn my way around the city a little more... but not really because that place is a serious mess. i almost ran over like 50 asians in chinatown because they really dont care what color the light is before they cross the street. it was nice to have a close friend around.
today i'm feeling pretty nastolgic. last night marlene came over and we had tacos y sangria. mmm sangria. we watched the 40 year old virgin and i got way too drunk. luckily, i got to sleep until noon and have been lounging since. i really should shower.
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| hey man slow-down |
[07 Mar 2006|10:54pm] |
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Wake from your sleep
The drying of your tears, today we escape, we escape
Pack and get dressed, before your father hears us, before, all hell breaks loose
Breathe, keep breathing, don't lose your nerve, breathe, keep breathing
I can't do this alone
Sing us a song, a song to keep us warm, there's such a chill, such a chill
You can laugh a spineless laugh
We hope your rules and wisdom choke you now we are one in everlasting peace
We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke
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[03 Mar 2006|05:49pm] |
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i have spent $360 on doctors appointments in two days. for the record- i have no money. my mom is sending me a check for $300 but since it isnt here yet clancy has to loan me rent money on top of the bills he paid my share of already. needless to say, he's pretty frustrated with me which seriously sucks. i'm trying really hard not to give up but frankly i'm getting really sick of this shit.
on top of it all, i just found out that the $160 i had to pay today to get my contact prescription corrected... i wouldnt have had to pay had i known there was an elite list of optometrists who my insurance DOES cover.
asfowijfa;sldkjfOIQKJ:OGIET:KLJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[23 Feb 2006|10:43pm] |
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omg i want to go to bonnaroo this year. anyone got $100 i can have for a ticket???? ooh beck, tom petty, BRIGHT EYES, moe., benfolds, RADIOHEAD, death cab for cutie, gomez, les claypool, cat power, clap your hands say yea, andrew bird, damian marley....
gimmegimmegimmegimmegimmeeeeee
i hate being poor.
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[22 Feb 2006|09:26pm] |
tonight is project runway. oooh. i'm so addicted. hahaha olympus fashion week bitches.
clancy likes to rub it in my face that idk if i can hook up my computer. and he wont hook it up. god damnit.
tomorrow i have the day off so that'll be super nice. i'll probably end up hanging out with marlene. i had a lot of fun with her last week in the city. i should also try to get some painting done. i really need money. anyone wanna commission a painting from me? eh?
today i bought a burts bees hand care kit from work and am currently wearing the undersized kinda silly gloves. my hands were becoming PAINFULLY dry from work.
ok i'm seriously blabbing now so bye.
<3
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[20 Feb 2006|01:48pm] |
woooooorrrk suuuuuuuckssssssssssssss
oh well. i need moneys like woah.
my chameleon, francine, makes me smile a lot.
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| hemingway |
[16 Feb 2006|02:59pm] |
it was a wonderful meal at Michaud's after we got in; but when we had finished and there was no question of hunger any more the feeling that had been like hunger when we were on the bridge was still there when we caught the bus home. It was there when we came in the room and after we had gone to bed and made love in the dark, it was there. When i woke with the windows open and the moonlight on the roofs of the tall houses, it was there. I put my face away from the moonlight into the shadow but I could not sleep and lay awake thinking about it. We had both wakened twice in the night and my wife slept sweetly now with the moonlight on her face. I had to try to think it out and I was too stupid. Life had seemed so simple that morning when I had wakened and found the false spring and heard the pipes of the man with his herd of goats and gone out and bought the racing paper.
but Paris was a very old city and we were young and nothing was simple there, not even poverty, nor sudden money, nor the moonlight,nor right and wrong nor the breathing of someone who lay beside you in the moonlight.
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| here comes another sob story |
[13 Feb 2006|12:23pm] |
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i have to close tonight which sucks but i guess money is money. hopefully it wont be with one of the girls who enjoys being a bitch to me. it's so irritating. both of them were nice to me before i got the promotion. lame.
i'm not really sure what's going on with me lately, i havent been very happy. i keep thinking of iowa and how comfortable i felt. last night in my dream i thought that maybe if i was within driving distance of home it wouldnt be as bad. i guess i'll just have to ride this out and see what happens.
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